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Name: leena
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: El Paso
Birthday: 3/19/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: shipping. friends. fashion. fame. film. music
Expertise: dancing in the rain.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment


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Member Since: 5/3/2005

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

Keep hoping and keep believing because that's the only foundation that's left when you've already lost enough.

His last phone call still follows me.  I've been left with only the position to look forward because looking back hurts so much.  But my paces are slow just incase

JUST INCASE

he's trying to catch up behind me.  

It's those memories in my heart that make it real hard. It makes me wonder, how can I be a strong person when such a hard blow was thrown at me.  Love is the weirdest risk anyone has to make in life.  So i'm left with that one question.  Will you defend yourself or fight?  I'll fight. I'll let it hurt. But god, I'll fight. 

Pretty soon, this won't hurt me anymore and I'll be a better person.

so stop worrying about me i'll be alright,

leena.


Saturday, September 24, 2005

"when you think about it... life is just a big phase"

Senior year is something.  It's so fun and it has so much ups but when the downs come, it's tumulous. 

My friends. I love them.  I can't recall all the times they've put up with "He did this" or "My parents that".  When I think about it. It's people like them that makes my senior year so fun and bitter sweet.  It's a great feeling knowing I can feel so strong during such weak points in my life because of friendship.

I think about high school and every girl goes through the same thing.  The same breakup that causes over reaction, the same feeling of deceit that causes bitterness and defense, the same lonliness that causes jealousy. So let's drop all assumptions.  Let's forget Ms. Backstabber, Ms. Cheater, Ms. Shit talker, and  Ms.Dramaqueen exists.  While we're at it let's forget Mr. Asshole, Mr. Cheater, and Mr. Fucking weird. 

I'm being sentimental here, because I admit it. I'd miss the person i hated as much as my friends in the long run. Because in the long run problems with people get worse.  I feel like high school drama is at it's last level of easy.

I feel so weird. I'm almost 18

and here I am finally understanding alot of things.

I think i needed this revelation. So cheers to you senior year.


Sunday, September 11, 2005

It's so weird how his phone calls make me so happy. 

The announcements are finally on.  Hah about time right?


Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Some idiots in Montwood High School have alot of growing up to do.

"omg did you hear so and so"

2 things.

get a life. get over it.

:)

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Sunday, August 28, 2005

I'm at austin and I bought new wardrobe.

YAAAAYE :).



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