"when you think about it... life is just a big phase"
Senior year is something. It's so fun and it has so much ups but when the downs come, it's tumulous.
My friends. I love them. I can't recall all the times they've put up with "He did this" or "My parents that". When I think about it. It's people like them that makes my senior year so fun and bitter sweet. It's a great feeling knowing I can feel so strong during such weak points in my life because of friendship.
I think about high school and every girl goes through the same thing. The same breakup that causes over reaction, the same feeling of deceit that causes bitterness and defense, the same lonliness that causes jealousy. So let's drop all assumptions. Let's forget Ms. Backstabber, Ms. Cheater, Ms. Shit talker, and Ms.Dramaqueen exists. While we're at it let's forget Mr. Asshole, Mr. Cheater, and Mr. Fucking weird.
I'm being sentimental here, because I admit it. I'd miss the person i hated as much as my friends in the long run. Because in the long run problems with people get worse. I feel like high school drama is at it's last level of easy.
I feel so weird. I'm almost 18
and here I am finally understanding alot of things.
I think i needed this revelation. So cheers to you senior year. |